I am having one of those days where I just miss everything. I am not really sure how else to say it but like that. It’s not in a way where I am unhappy or missing days that were “better” because I am happy. I took the leap of faith I always dreamed I would, and I have no regrets what so ever. Its one of those moments where you look at your life outside of yourself. Which now that I am saying that it reminds me of this play I saw called the Edge of our Bodies, which I am now titling this post just that. I am just thinking of all I have done, all I have experienced and the little girl in me is thinking did you seriously do all that?! Holy crap. Essentially if I were to drop dead today I can’t say I would die with some ghostly unfinished business. However my wants and needs are not finished, I have much to live for and much more I want to experience especially in the settling down factor of my life. I just can’t believe sometimes how many wonderful people I have in my life, how many people I have met and been so lucky to call a friend. Its this great feeling of accomplishment as I look at my life and think wow you have captured the ultimate American Dream of content…or the pursuit of happiness. Maybe its the rush of caffeine hitting my system but I have butterflies of happiness of just being in love with my life. I don’t have much materialistic wise to brag about, but with the intangible I might as well have the riches of an dead Egyptian Pharaoh. This is why I say I just miss everything and to quote Lena Dunham “I want all the things”. I think where I am in my life is going to be one of those key moments that I will reflect on and miss too. I want what I had, what I have, and what I will have…I want all the things.